Avoiding the murmur trap.

Despite having grown up in the same household, same environment, and same time period, there are many things that make Nephi stand apart from his older brothers. In our reading for September 9 (1 Nephi 1-6), I learned about the differences between Nephi and Samuel versus Laman and Lemuel. In class we discussed “filters.” How do I see my life around me?

I have been learning this week especially, as I come in contact with many new people each day, that my filter is unique. I walk down the path from my apartment to campus, and see others walking in the same direction, perhaps even to the same class. I am often preoccupied with my own thoughts. However, I have been trying to be more altruistic this week and consider what others may be seeing through their filters.

Some people may obey because they are afraid of punishment. Some people may obey because it is socially acceptable. Nephi obeyed because he knew God. I strive to be like Nephi in this sense, and make choices based on my testimony, rather than making choices based on what others think of me. In this transition period, it has been interesting to see others make choices without the guidance and encouragement of their parents, and to ponder how I am making those choices. It would be easy to stay out late each night or forego scripture study and prayer. However, I find comfort in the routines that I have grown up with and feel peace when I choose to come closer to God.

In class, we discussed “the murmur trap.” The things that Laman and Lemuel complained about were almost always true. But so what? The problem isn’t the events, but the filter in which we see the events. My goal is to be like Nephi more often, and view my trials and hard experiences as opportunities to learn and grow.